Paris Jackson admits ‘I tried to kill myself many times’ and would ‘cut and burn’ herself – The US Sun

PARIS Jackson has admitted she tried to kill herself “many times” and would “cut and burn” herself.

The 22-year-old model reflected on her past suicide attempts and said self-harm felt like a “distraction” from her “emotional pain”, in a harrowing episode of her Facebook Watch series.

 Paris Jackson has admitted she tried to kill herself "many times" and would "cut and burn" herself

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Paris Jackson has admitted she tried to kill herself “many times” and would “cut and burn” herselfCredit: Facebook

Paris discussed her battle with her mental health in the second episode of Unfiltered: Paris Jackson and Gabriel Glenn.

The daughter of Michael Jackson explained that her suicidal feelings stemmed from her body-image issues.

She was raised on a strict diet but was allowed to have “soda and cake” when her grandmother Katherine started looking after her following Michael’s death in 2009.

She said: “I gained a lot of weight and it [eating] became an addiction… and then a cousin called me fat so I was like, ‘OK, I can’t do that anymore’. And that’s how I fell into self-harm.”

 The 22-year-old model reflected on her past suicide attempts in her Facebook Watch series

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The 22-year-old model reflected on her past suicide attempts in her Facebook Watch seriesCredit: Facebook
 Her suicidal thoughts stemmed from her body image issues

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Her suicidal thoughts stemmed from her body image issuesCredit: Facebook
 She started self-harming after going to live with her grandmother following Michael Jackson's death in 2009

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She started self-harming after going to live with her grandmother following Michael Jackson’s death in 2009Credit: Splash News

The singer went on: “I would cut and burn myself.

“I never thought that I would die from it because I was always in control of the razor and I knew how deep I was going.

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“It was a distraction from emotional pain and transferring to physical pain and the need for control.”

 Paris said she never thought she would "die" from self-harm

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Paris said she never thought she would “die” from self-harmCredit: BackGrid
 The singer was spotted out and about today

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The singer was spotted out and about todayCredit: BackGrid

Paris added: “Yes, I tried to kill myself many times.”

After her attempt in 2013, Paris was sent to a boarding school in Utah, where she spent her sophomore year of high school and half of her junior year.

She recalled: “I couldn’t take it anymore.”

 Her boyfriend Gabriel said he also tried to commit suicide

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Her boyfriend Gabriel said he also tried to commit suicideCredit: Facebook
 The musician - who she began dating last year - also battles depression

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The musician – who she began dating last year – also battles depressionCredit: AFP – Getty

Paris claimed she had “no choice” but to go to the school, alleging that Child Protection Services claimed they would “take” her if she didn’t attend.

“I didn’t have a choice, I was underage,” she said. “CPS said they would take me if I wasn’t sent there.”

“I learned a lot about myself [in boarding school]. The problems that I went there with got fixed, but I left with way more problems than I came there with.”

Paris was reported to have attempted suicide in March 2019 in Los Angeles, however she denied it.

 Paris is the daughter of Michael and Debbie Rowe

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Paris is the daughter of Michael and Debbie RoweCredit: Twitter

A source told People at the time: “Paris had an accident this morning that required medical treatment. She is currently resting at home and doing fine.”

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Paris tweeted in response to the claims: “F**k you, you f**king liars.”

In the Facebook episode, she said that while she battles depression, she prefers not to take anti-depressants as they leave her feeling “numb”.

 She always felt like the "black sheep" of her family

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She always felt like the “black sheep” of her familyCredit: Getty – Contributor

“My depression comes in waves. I’m not on medication. I used to be on anti-depressants and mood stabilizers, but it kind of clouded my third eye and I couldn’t laugh as deeply,” she revealed.

“So even though the lows are unbearably low, I would still rather that than nothing. Pain is way better than just [being] numb because at least you’re feeling something.”

Her musician boyfriend Gabriel – who she fronts the band, The Soundflowers, with – opened up about his own suicide attempt.

 Paris recalled being sexualised by the fashion industry as a teenager

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Paris recalled being sexualised by the fashion industry as a teenagerCredit: Getty Images – Getty

Gabriel – who began dating Paris last year – said: “I had a lot of body shame over scars through accidents or self-harm.

“I attempted suicide and thankfully attempted and didn’t succeed. For me, that was a real turning point. I still get depressed but I don’t think I could do that to myself or the people I love.”

Paris also talked about being sexualized as a teenager by the fashion industry.

She said, “I’ve been on shoots with some stylists that are mean and make me feel fat,” and recalled being made to dress like a “hooker from the Eighties”.

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YOU’RE NOT ALONE

EVERY 90 minutes in the UK a life is lost to suicide.

It doesn’t discriminate, touching the lives of people in every corner of society – from the homeless and unemployed to builders and doctors, reality stars and footballers.

It’s the biggest killer of people under the age of 35, more deadly than cancer and car crashes.

And men are three times more likely to take their own life than women.

Yet it’s rarely spoken of, a taboo that threatens to continue its deadly rampage unless we all stop and take notice, now.

That is why The Sun launched the You’re Not Alone campaign.

The aim is that by sharing practical advice, raising awareness and breaking down the barriers people face when talking about their mental health, we can all do our bit to help save lives.

Let’s all vow to ask for help when we need it, and listen out for others… You’re Not Alone.

If you, or anyone you know, needs help dealing with mental health problems, the following organisations provide support:

  • CALM, www.thecalmzone.net, 0800 585 858
  • Heads Together, www.headstogether.org.uk
  • Mind, www.mind.org.uk, 0300 123 3393
  • Papyrus, www.papyrus-uk.org, 0800 068 41 41
  • Samaritans, www.samaritans.org, 116 123
  • Movember, www.uk.movember.com

“I was like 18 and [the photographer] was trying to put me in a bra and panties and fishnets and high heels. I was uncomfortable showing my body like that.

“When I first got into the fashion world I didn’t understand that I couldn’t be myself all the time. I still struggle to accept myself.”

Elsewhere in the episode, Paris reflected on feeling like the “black sheep” of her family due to her “Aryan” look.

“I was the only girl of four boys for the first 10 or 11 years of my life. My dad loved playing dress up – I was always wearing dresses and I looked like a porcelain doll. I’ve always felt like the black sheep.”

She expressed how grateful she was to her brothers because “they never made me feel alienated”.

If you or someone you know in the US is affected by any of the issues raised in this story, call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 800-273-TALK (8255) or text Crisis Text Line at 741741.


If you are in the UK and having suicidal thoughts, suffering from anxiety or depression or just want to talk, call The Samaritans on 116 123.



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